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Yeah, I know I’m all nostalgic this morning lol. I got up and pulled up the blog to see what I’d written a year ago today. Its showing up as the 30th because I posted it after midnight despite working on it for a good part of the evening before, but still..
-> Regressing <-
Made me smile… I can’t get over how much Kalila has changed since then. Grown I mean. Is kinda funny too, the things that I wondered if would get worse after ZJ was born did… but not right after. Some around 4 months.. Some not until the last few. LOL
And of course I can’t help but think what I wasn’t saying… I purposefully didn’t put that I was having pressure waves pretty regularly all day. A good part of that was written while I sat at the computer on my Birth Ball (drat that back labour again). I had mixed feelings about it at that point… Part of me was still wanting to hold out till May (hence how I ended it even though I was feeling more and more like Jas was gonna be right lol) and part of me was ready. I don’t think I was letting myself think that, but I know I was because instead of practicing my Hypnobabies like I should have been, I was staying there and focusing on the pressure waves… practice = not feeling them = they weren’t there and maybe things would stop. Either way, it couldn’t have been long after posting that I called Jas & let him know that they were 4 minutes apart.
Ok.. back to today. I have a LOT to get done so off of here!